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Wednesday 16 December 2015

The ATAR and my past and future

So... I'm back and this time, for a blog about the ATAR (aka: the rank needed just to have a guaranteed entry to university) and how the missing experiences from my past is somehow reflected to my rank. For this blog, I will not say the names of the universities as I may end up in trouble.

So at 9 am (or for my case... 8:57 am), I got my rank and before all of this, people tell me 'Go get that good ATAR' or 'a High ATAR = Better future'. I'm not joking, when you reach like late year 7 - early year 8, everyone will brainwash you saying getting that high rank equals happy life and from there, that kinda got stuck in my mind.

Yesterday, I got my marks and I went to 5 ATAR calculators to predict my rank. All said 63.70. Today, I got 62.90.

So when I got my rank... I'm not saying it's a bad rank but it's decent enough to get me into ONE university. I'm not joking... out of god knows how many universities are there, I can only get into one... well, I can do private college but... best not to comment about that.

My grades thou were decent... I mean, Band 4's and 1 Band 5... that's amazing but if your subjects are low scaling and had unsupportive people who tell you 'YouTube is where rapist/strangers can find you' back in 2008 before you even made an account and had literally have no idea what you wanted to be till the end of year 11, that's when you know you kinda fucked up your life.

I didn't know I wanted to work in media, my ENTIRE family were pushing me to the teaching degree and whenever I ask stuff like 'How do you make a website' cuz someone in your family made their own successful website, they ended up avoiding it. And again, I was given an intervention about me being banned from going into YouTube because I watch 'Who killed Captain Rockhopper' and a bunch of Club Penguin fan fic videos that they think that working in media/doing something creative means rape or something bad, you know that there is something missing in your life... like you haven't found who you truly are in the required age. Due to this, I did subjects irrelevant to the course I actually wanted.

If I can go back in time, these are the subjects I would have done:

  • Advanced English
  • Music 1
  • Design and Technology
  • SOR 1U (I was from a catholic school so this is mandatory)
  • VET Entertainment
  • Visual Art
At least with these subjects, I could have received MORE bonus points than the subjects I have now.

And to everyone just going to say to me 'But what's done is done' and all that bullshit, I just want to say shut up for one second as there are many things I wanted to do in the past that I was forbidden or unselected to experience. I could have created a YouTube channel in 2008 or made my own website blog in the age of 7 but I was sheltered because my family thinks some rapist will find me or I will end up dead.

Sometimes, I wonder if everyone was just goddam supportive about this... like they would just tell me how they made these things and so on instead of pulling me away from this because I bet, when I enter university, everyone has high quality DSLR with long experience while I'm just the girl who records stuff with an iPad!

So overall, what I want to say to the people who are about to embark on the same journey, my tip of advice for you is to fully figure out what you want to do or who you want to be before year 11 starts. If you wanted to make a youtube channel at the age of 6... GO FOR IT since Troye Sivan did it and he's now a famous pop star! Want to be an adventurer, do it!

I know I can't blame my past for all of this but I would have been nice if I had some support in a young age rather than people worrying that I'll get rape just because I go to a website where I can watch videos.

Overall... just do what you love doing, if people are pushing you away, then just push forward as if someone told me this in the past, then maybe my future would have been very different.

This is Cutiejea and this is life out of the camera.

Saturday 7 November 2015

Traditional Vs YouTube

Hey, Sorry when I didn't post anything on October, I just have final exams (HSC) that it occupied the entire October so I didn't have the time to post anything.

Before I start, I want to say... these opinions are based from someone who wants to do Media and Communications as a university course and based of opinions and post from people on twitter, tumblr and youtube.

But anywho, this is post is something that a few YouTubers (Like Game Theory and Pewdiepie [Pewds has many vids about this that linking will be hard]) tackle and that is 'Media Bias' and how Traditional Media attacks the YouTube community just to gain clicks.

Watch Game Theory's video based on this topic as it explains this better than me:



First of all, WHY THE <BLEEP> ARE THEY ATTACKING?! Do they know that posting something nice will give them the same amount of clicks (probably). Almost every article involving the youtube community always involve something hurtful that we hardly see see anything nice.

- This was from Channel E's website

Currently, the traditional media have been targeting Pewdiepie, The Gaming Community and a few well known YouTubers like Tyler Oakley, taking things step by step but now, they have attack the big guns. Thats right people, Traditional Media is now attacking the Phandom

- New York Post stating that doing challenges with these items are nothing but in total actuality, they are difficult af.

So recently in the Phandom (the group im in) on November 8 (around 6 - 9 am AEST Daylight saving time) via Twitter and Tumblr, there was an article from the Sunday Times (UK) where Dan and Phil were interviewed for their book and tour.

Havent read it? Here is the link: x

This was the heading and description of the given post:

By the time I read this, I thought it was finally time when they appreciate the youtube community by using the power of the Phandom to help merge the two worlds (Which is my goal in the future, to merge both traditional and online). By reading that heading and description, it shows how traditional media are going to say/ask nice things about them and the YouTube culture itself.

But reading the article... we were lied.

Unlike the other hate articles where they legitimately start off with the hate in the heading then continue on throughout the article, the heading and description here... it was clickbate! It was a huge lie to let all the members in the phandom go and read it for 'click' and soon enough, it was filled with hate and lies and a bunch of misunderstandings and shit that it cause a shitstorm via Twitter and Tumblr (mostly amongst the popular tumblr and twitter users).

Lets start off with the fact that they think that we as fans like Dan and Phil just because of their appearance and want to meet them just for bragging rights!



Can we start off by saying that we don't watch Dan and Phil just because of their looks and appearances. Sure, we tend to type 'HAVE MY BABIES' in every photo we seen but it's not like that! We love the two vloggers because they save lives! They actually want to emit positivity throughout their videos!

THEY EVEN MENTIONED IT ON BBC BREAKFAST!!!


Not to mention about the story when a cancer patient watches Dan and Phil to keep her strong due to her ordeal! (BTW, Im glad for this article being posted as it doesn't backlash youtubers in general and shows how YouTube isn't all bad at al!)



And there are stories on how Phil's hugs helped a girl stop cutting herself all over tumblr back in 2014!

So see, we don't love them for their looks or their hotness but rather from their influence in our lives.

Next is the fact that the interviewer asked about their sexuality... I'm not joking:


Before I continue, let me state a rule from the Phandom... DO NOT ASK ABOUT THEIR PERSONAL LIVES!!! This rule was placed due to the 'Adrian Incident' which I will not talk about since talking about this issue will also break another rule in the Phandom. These rules are in place so that we don't recreate the dark times (aka: 2012) and that Dan and Phil will remain comfortable creating content for us.

Now, the interviewer, Josh Glancy (or Mr Glancy) literally asked if they were gay and this is an all new low as NOBODY SHOULD HAVE EVER DONE THAT!!! Worse of all was when Dan and Phil push away from answering to that, he still puts it in the article! WTF!? Dude, if the boys say 'NO', you don't <bleep> post the result as it's an insult to their privacy.

Worse part of all of this was he mentions how much they make in their videos:

I don't know about the goals for this post but why the hell did you ask that?! What's the point? If you want to accomodate the phandom, why are you posting a finance question into this. Not to mention, we don't give a damn how much they make as we love them for who they are!

And don't get me started when they brought back the Oreo thing and ad regulations:
I'm sorry, I thought the article was about their book, not how Dan and Phil make a living based on their videos and how they steal the girls hearts by their looks.

This article lured us with a clickbait starter then full on degraded Dan and Phil and the Phandom throughout the article. Sure, there were a few good things but the rest was total bullshit and it was a stab in the heart! I guess the Phandom were used to Pewdiepie and the Gaming Community being the main target or protecting us while we just mind our own business. But now, when Traditional Media attacks the Phandom by targeting Dan and Phil and THE FAN GROUP itself, then shit is going down. I mean this is worse than the 'Adrian Incident', the 'video incident' (can't mention since it's also breaking the rules), and the 'Dandongs incident' combined (For those who doesn't know, these incidents are the biggest incidents in Phandom history as it caused shitstorms and controversy and these incidents are the biggest moments in the phandom when the members adds new rules to their law book). Why attack Dan and Phil when they can play with fire and attack their fans as well, saying we are adoring them like how we adore Justin Beieber or One Direction where in reality, it's quite the opposite.

So why is traditional media doing this? Is it because our generation is known as the 'Technological Generation'? Is it because there is a rise of a digital culture where playing League of Legends or Dota is now a sport? Is it because digital celebrities are earning almost the same amount of money that tv stars earn? Is it because we can no longer recognise who the <bleep> George Clooney or any other celebrity? Is it because teenagers are now becoming famous by doing stupid shit or creating random crap in their bedroom and others needed to work their butts of to make it big?

The answer... YES.

We are now in an era where everything is becoming easier and more convenient in our lives that traditional methods are about to be faded away or deleted. Think about it, Fifty Shades of Grey (still hate that book), was originally a Twilight fan fiction then soon became a book that sold a lot of copies that then turned into a movie! People can become digital celebrities just by talking on front of a camera, 5 Seconds of Summer and Justin Bieber became famous just for doing covers on YouTube and now having a big name in the music industry. MOBA (Muliplayer Online Battle Arenas) are now being counted as a sport that we no longer have to go outside just to get fit. Schools are allowing iPads as an educational tool. See, almost everything in our lives are becoming convenient for us that traditional things are now in the brink of extinction.

Want more proof: Encyclopedias! I never own one and they hardly ever exist due to Google! Who still uses an actual dictionary if we have Dictionary.com or (once again) Google to help us define words. Not many people sell CD's anymore and just use iTunes or Spotify or YouTube to promote their music as it's much more convenient (and cheaper btw!). We now rather use email or Facebook just to communicate with our family and friends rather than using the telephone or writing an actual letter. Even newspapers are feeling the burn as they are now going for the online approach just to keep on running.

- This an article about how Fairfax media (An Australian Publishing Media company) is losing money.

See, this the reason why Traditional Media is attacking YouTube. When hardcopies of books, newspapers and educational needs started to go for the online approach, Traditional Media started to worry that digital celebrities will take over Hollywood. It's not our fault that we want role models who don't take drugs or never went to jail. We just someone we can relate to, not to be entertained by (well there is a bit of that but still).

And one last thing... the reason why less people watch tv now is due to this reason: YOU'RE BORING!!!

TV shows always bring back the same plot over and over again that it's lame, it's the same story and we all know how it ends. We don't want endless stories of this dude banging some chick! We don't want to see a perfect world and a perfect life anymore. The problem is, traditional media can only post that shit as it's the recommended standard due to media laws and regulations. Want to know why many people watch Game of Thrones? It's because the plot is different from anything else. There is incest, there is rape, there is dragons and all your fave characters and protagonist dies in every episode. That tv show defied the standards of TV, making it new hence why people watch it and became one of the most pirated tv shows of all time.

So Traditional media, instead of hating on the YouTube community because nobody loves you anymore, maybe fix yourself first before attacking. Make yourself appealing for the viewers as your content is becoming shit and no one wants to see the same old crap as usual.

And to the YouTube community, just keep doing your thing... just don't fall for the Traditional Media's traps as they are still finding ways to bring us down. We are the next generation of media and entertainment and we must be strong as the war isn't over. Just because they attacked one of the biggest YouTubers and communities doesn't mean it's over. They will find a new target and it's up to us to defend those who will soon be stuck between the crossfire.

This is Cutiejea and this is Life out of the Camera!

PS: I made a video about this so check it out if you want: x (It will be out on November 13)

Saturday 19 September 2015

Graduation

Hello my fellow readers,

Today is a special kind of blog as it talks about the concept of graduation (basically, if you are reading this, you must already know that I'm a graduate).

For me, I really wanted to graduate, like I really hated my final year of school due to issues that still to this point I'm not allowed to explain. To me, graduating means I'm close to get out of the year 2015 as it was the sh**iest year I ever had in my whole life. I was hoping that once I'm out... I'm out.

But there was something different during my graduation that kinda make me cherish the remain moments of school. First was graduation day where everyone... (And I mean everyone) is all like 'I can't believe we're here!' and my reaction is all like 'I know right!'. Then you see your teachers in a special graduation robe that symbolises their educational status they've achieved and it varies from what University they came from.

Then you have the usual graduation stuff... nothing new.

Unlike the American system, there was no throwing of hats and such since we had no hats. Instead, we all walked (then ran) outside and more yelling of 'We Did It!' (Something you would expect from Dora the explorer)

Then came the formal.

I will not talk about the preparation as that will be for a future video (its a funny story actually) but I will talk about what happened and what you need to be aware off.

First, if you have an ex, you better find the FIRST available guy (or girl or friend) you see! It does not matter if what you get is your best friend or the weird guy at the back of the class or the guy you hardly know... you need to stay away from that ex (especially if how you and your ex met is through as dance partners). Reason being is that it will bring back those painful memories that you have spent months on trying to forget!

Next... you better be prepared to dance for 4 - 6 hours straight! Yeah there are breaks but lets face it, you are one of those people who doesn't want to be left out!


Basically, I just danced like a sim!


No matter how tired you are or dehydrated... YOU NEED TO DANCE!!! Who knows... you may find your inner disco... or robot... or chicken.

Next is the fact that you will have to pray to all the deities in the world that you and anyone else ARENT WEARING THE SAME THING!!! And I don't mean just the dress, I mean the hair, the nails, shoes... the works. To be honest, a friend of mine and I were soo close on having the same hairstyle.

Overall, my graduation week was great! I managed to enjoy the remaining moments of school and now... I have to work my butt off to pass the finals.

My name is Cutiejea and this has been life out of the camera!

Monday 6 July 2015

I FINALLY got my Custom URL (And my tips on how to get it)

Ok... first off, thanks for reading my previous blog. It's been great! Second, I decided to change from 2 blogs per month to ONE blog per month. Reason being is because I have a lot of things in my plate rn so I've decided that blogging needs to be cut down.

Ok... today, I want to talk about something that happened today... I just got my custom URL in youtube.

This is a big deal since the requirements needed for a custom URL are:


I have everything... but the 500 subscribers. So far, I only have 127 (Still greatful!)

This is a big deal for me since this new channel is a reboot channel (I was forced to delete my old channel due to a misunderstanding!) I had to loose all of my old subscribers (and 25 of them are my old friends who I met in Minecraft servers!) and all of my old videos and my views and such that it kinda upseted me cuz I lost 3 years worth of work but knowing that I was granted to get a new URL means no more stupid randum letters!

So how to get a Custom URL (w/o the 500 subs cuz lets face it, its really hard to get noticed in 2015!)

1. Go to your advance settings on youtube (www.youtube.com/account_advanced)



If it says AT THE TOP that you are elegible for a custom URL... go for it!

2. Change it to anything (Unless a legacy user or someone before you own it)



This one kinda upseted me cuz someone took my username back in 2005 (before I even got the name Cutiejea --- that was May 7 2007 at 9pm Philippine time... yeah, I remembered the exact date and time, even the website! It was Club Penguin... 3 months before Disney ruined it). So I had to use what my old channel had... which was Cutiejea1

From there, your custom URL should look like what it says but choose wisely cuz changing it may be a hassle.

So yeah... thats my simple steps on getting that Custom URL!

Feel free to Subscribe to my channel as well (www.youtube.com/c/Cutiejea1)


(BTW... Using my ipad rn to prove this is legit!)

Please note you need to be uploading videos constantly just so you can get it (doesn't matter if its one a week to once a month... At the same time, you should not have any problems with copyright).

And see you guys next month.

My name is Cutiejea and this is my life out of the camera! See you guys next month!

Cutiejea out!

Sunday 21 June 2015

When I met Sheppeard

Sorry for a long wait but due to huge things going on, I couldnt post. So due to this, this is the only thing I can provide for this month.

Today, I will be talking about Sheppard (the band)

I first heard Sheppard due to a music homework where I had to listen to Geronimo and analyse the song and a few months later, I was forced to go to a Keith Urban concert and little did I know that they were the opening act. So from there, I bought a shirt, I went in line for their autograph and so on and got a photo with George!


Same night, I made a vlog about it in my old channel and Amy Sheppard (lead female singer) commented on it



Sheppard is like the first celebrity that helped built my channel. They are the ones who inspired and encouraged me to do song covers... Hence Stupid Song Covers.



Yeah... And Sheppard was the band that made me and Maddison-ward-Music meet. It all started with a tweet and a youtube comment (just like how Dan and Phil met) and from there, we became online friends.




In conclusion, without Sheppard, the channel that I created wouldnt exist and me and Maddy wouldnt be friends. And just saying, I have been in 3 of their gigs, one was the Keith Urban tour, the Bombs away tour in July and last was the Vevo Lift Tour (yes.... I won that contest!)





So thats my sheppard exprience... (Btw, 3 of them plus the official page follows me on twitter) so best band ever and cant wait for their next album!!!!

Sunday 31 May 2015

Vivid Sydney 2015... Improved a bit

Ok, so if you were my loyal to my old channel and follow me in my new channel, you guys should remember that my firsy vlog is about how much I HATED Vivid Sydney 2014 due to the crowds and a bunch of other variables.

This year however, I have to say... Vivid Sydney improved a bit. I went and it was almost similar to last year's one but less crowded (And I went on Day 1 or 2 so expectation is more crowded stuff),



First of all, Opera house... same but too much florecent lights. It wasnt that interesting since... I don't know, its just the same but less wow


 However, the rest of the night was amazing. If you love photography, Vivid Sydney is your chance for good photos. It's a glow in the dark wonderland but more aww, more interaction and improved crowd control. It was improved soo much that I managed to watch a light show on front of the Circular Quay train station (It's near McDonalds)


But out of all the things that occured, I enjoyed taking photos using my iPhone (Yes... i'm still against the DSLR... But my cousin has a camera that defied my judgement). So here are a few of what I took:






The last one is my masterpiece! It took arround 20 tries to get this right. (No Joke!)

So in conclusion, I enjoyed this year's Vivid Sydney. It has improved a bit and it was great.

So that's the end of May's edition of Life out of the Camera!

-Cutiejea

P.S: I think the forthnightly schedule is great! Two blogs a months... easy to manage!

Saturday 9 May 2015

I'm So Bored

So hello again fellow readers as today's lovely topic for a blog is about...boredom. I know, out of all the things I own or I can do... Im bored.

Let me explain...

If you are still young, you dont want to waste your Sunday on studying (unless its super urgent) so you want to do other things like partying or have a massive multiplayer party or something. But for me, the only fun thing I can think to do right now is edit, fan art, fan fictions, youtube or single player offline sessions.

It sucks... I know.

I wanted to do many things like play or record or practice but part of my subconsiousness says that its boring and I just did that last Friday. I want to study but its a SUNDAY!!! Sunday is a break day (unless its urgent). I'm sooo bored right now...

But heres the funny part... The thing that caused my boredom is the anouncement of the 'Phan-Prix' party in Mario Kart 8 where phandom members can race against Dan and Phil and the sad thing is... I dont have Mario Kart 8. Since I dont really have a reality... That multiplayer session is like being invited to the biggest party of the year... But you have no ticket to enter the club.

So as social media ruins my life by live tweeting the event, I end up being bored. So bascially, once i hear someone having more fun than I... I get bored... Thats a really stupid explanation.

But this isnt the first time that's happened. It happens a lot. One of my friends has this massive birthday party few months ago and I wasnt invited. I went on facebook accidentally and all my friends are posting all the amazing things that's happening. My fun Saturday just became 'why wasnt I invited, whats wrong with me' Saturday.

Im assuming that there are a few people who gets bored this easily due to this reason, maybe others have different reasons. I heard one of them is due to that they are alone that they rather be with friends in real life. Some is due to the amount of stuff they have going on or literally having nothing in mind planned.

So there is some idea on boredom and why we may end up feeling like this...

Cutiejea out!

PS: I'm bored right now

Friday 3 April 2015

When Team Internet Takes Over... What are the effects?

One of the reasons why I love YouTube is because of the fact that its filled with creative people who can do amazing things with just a camera (before it turned into a medium where its filled with people who just do it for the cash). But what outstounds me the most is when the people who has been in this game of YouTube for a while does something that breaks the barriers between YouTube and Traditional media. This is why I started to make content, to someday be one of those people.

But this is not about me wanting to do this but more on the people who I look up to or enjoyed watching for months or years and did something that gives me the feels of being proud for #TeamInternet.

The first the announcement of Dan and Phil creating a book and having a worldwide tour (The Amazing Tour/Book is not on fire). Normally, Dan and Phil only tour within the UK, America and Europe (i think) and here in Australia, there aren't many Phan girls (both Dan and Phil), Philions (Phil only) or Danosaurs (Dan only) because of the lost hope.



This tour changes everything.... Hope is restored and hopefully, I wont be the lone wolf.

Next is the fact that YouTubers making music. Yes, YouTubers are being respected as artist. When I was riding the airplane during my overseas adventure to Hong Kong, one of the albums I get to listen to are 2 Pentatonix albums. I've heard of Pentatonix this year but only because it was announced in the TV news that they won a grammy. And after watching a Teens React to Pentatonix by the Fine Brothers, I decided to check them out and I instantly loved their song 'Love Again'. I loved it so much that it inspired me to write a fan fiction one shot (seen in my wattpad). Besides them, last year the #amazingphil, 40% is based on TRXYE by Troye Sivan that it got Platinum in Australia, Number 1 in 50+ countries and was part of the top hits selection in iTunes last month (although I'm a bit jelly since Troye is 19 and I'm near that age and i haven't succeeded in anything)



Next is the vlogbrothers (John Green) having 2 of his books turned into Movies and its freaking amazing because I cried 5 times in The Fault in Our Stars and I'm already hyped up for Paper Towns this year. Oh my goodness... Please make The Abundance of Katherines film!



Lastly is YouTube on TV. I'm not talking about pressing a web browser on your plasma/LCD tv and going onto YouTube but more on YouTubers working on radio, featured on TV and stuff like that. Besides Dan and Phil on BBC Radio 1, I watched Grace Helbig with Jimmy Fallon in ABC 2, watched iHasCupquake on Wipeout via Youtube and actually enjoyed the Annoying Orange TV series 2 years ago on ABC 3 and thats a good thing! The problem with this is when major TV stations STEALS from YouTubers. So far, the only incidents I've heard was Nickelodeon stealing Phil's 7 second challenge and didnt give credit and something about Jimmy Fallon taking Joe Sugg's whisper challenge and 'sort off' give credit (don't look at me, blame Tumblr --- these fan girls give really good and extensive evidence based on the issue). There is a part of me that says 'I don't mind' but it kinda hurts knowing that creators get their ideas stolen and its up to the fans to retaliate and the creator is TOTALY unaware.

But in the end... YouTube merging to Traditional media? I'm not sure if that's a good or bad thing because anything can happen in just an upload or a broadcast and I'm kinda afraid that the essence of YouTube being a medium for the creative will become a medium for commercial and business and the next thing you know... the YouTube we once love is gone and transformed into... I don't know... A market place or something and we as the viewer will no longer be viewers or fans but more of a consumer, a mindless robot to buy and such rather than to enjoy the content.

I still love YouTube and the fact that I can still be creative is great! Just hope YouTube doesn't blow it or take away the creative essence of YouTube away...

Cutiejea

Wednesday 1 April 2015

My Name is Cutiejea

Hello Lovely People,

First post... I could talk about April fools but I'm doing a Phandom tradition if we can re-create 2013...


Due to my lack of followers... You can see why it may not be happening....

So I just want to talk about my username... Cutiejea.

What is a Cutiejea? Why that? And why the hell am I blogging about this if I made a video based on this topic? Well... The username process was way longer than than what I mentioned. I was pretty subborn when I was young and I hated the idea of not changing the name cuz lets face it... I was like 7 or 8 years old and I dont want that to stick when I'm like 20 years old. 

So why the hell did i decided to stick with it?

Well... Club Penguin was the first MMO I've ever played and the fact that they can't see my face is both a good and bad thing (although... Due to instagram and youtube, you now know how I exactly look like). The plan was to have 'Pinkjea' as my username but back in OLD SCHOOL Club Penguin, pink is more likely fuchsia and due to my young age... you can see why I didnt go through with it.

To be honest, it was my cousin who suggested Cutiejea. Back then... I was uber cute but due to aging and stress... That was gone but when I was a little kid, me being shy or crying or even my RARE smile can equalise to cuteness.

'Jea' is a family secret and when I mean family secret... There is no way in hell you will know... Unless you marry me or something.

So why did I stick with this username? This happened due to Minecraft. I bought it about a month before the full release and when i went to this multiplayer server, there was this shop and one bed equals 4 coal. But i got it for 3 coal and the players behind me were really mad cuz they had to pay more. 

I just realised that the reason why some small server admins give me special treatment is due to the gender of my avatar. My username isnt like some phony username that a dude would use cuz he wants to troll people, its something an ACTUALL girl would use. My avatar skin back then was Yui from the anime 'Angel Beats' and it was really cute that it matched the username.

So basically... This username is proof that I'm not some boy on the internet. So the username sticks.

It sometimes sucks though cuz in real life, cute is the ONLY adjective my peers gives to me so its kinda sad that my online life sometimes clashes with my real life... Due to one adjective.

And come on... How is this image not cute:

So... Hope that gives this username that perspective!

Cutiejea out!


The first page

Hello lovely people....

I know Im posting this on April 1 but let me tell you... This is no prank, joke or anything. This is my official blog which I like to call: Life out of the Camera. You may be wondering, why the hell am I now in Blogger or whats wrong with youtube?

The thing is that... There are some things I couldnt share on camrea due to reasons and at the same time, I tend to leave out stuff when I vlog. At the same time, this is the only medium where I can mention some old video content like my old 'Sexual Innundoes' video back in 2014. I wanted to have a place where I can type my feelings and opinions and at the same time (and hopefully) not hurting anyone.

So... There may be times I will LITERALLY forget that I started this page but tell that to my twitter and facebook accounts where i forgot to do 'Quote of the week' or 'Weekly book characters'. And due to the amount of things in my plate, I will tend to forget but I will try to post some stuff. So bare with me.

Life out of the Camera is bascially like my thoughts when I'm not Youtubing so I do hope you enjoy.

Cutiejea Out!